Day 68: Trying out 2 different writing activities

Throughout the past year I’ve been searching and receiving a lot of writing advice from books, blogs, fellow PhD writers, academics and, of course, my supervisors.  As some struggling to get words down I’m eager to try out new strategies to see if I get any sort of inspiration or ‘aha’ sort of moments.  Usually, it’s the process of trying something new that I’ve realised what works and what doesn’t work for me.

This past week has been exceptionally difficult trying to make sense of what I’m doing and I’ve been finding myself feeling discouraged because it feels like one big mess. So I’ve been trying out the following strategies as a way of trying to be a little more constructive.

1) Bullet point sections: My supervisor suggested I try this to see if it can help organise my thinking. Essentially instead of paragraphs you write bullet points, summarising your objective or concept in one sentence.  One concept, one sentence. Different concept, different sentence.

Verdict:  Writing this way was really awkward to carry out and I’m not comfortable using this approach but the discomfort has, surprisingly (or ironically), allowed me to pay more attention to what I’m doing.  It’s certainly helped to list the main concepts of the sections that I’ve been working on and has allowed me to evaluate if I’ve gone to broad in my discussion or if I’m missed essential areas. However I can only do this in small spurts of time before I start getting annoyed.

2) Writing 15 minutes a day: A friend and fellow PhDer of mine lent me Bolker’s (1998) book “Writing Your Dissertation Fifteen Minutes A Day” where I found Chapter 3 “Getting started writing” and Chapter 5 “Getting to the midpoint: reviewing your process and your progress” to be the most relevant for my situation.  The statement a done thesis is better than no thesis seems common sense but the truth, for me, is really starting to hit home.  There are times where I have some serious doubts if I’m up to the challenge and, in all honestly, the thought of not finishing feels like a possibility. I don’t mean a goal to aspire to but, something that could happen.  Bolker addresses this in some ways in her book and suggests just get on with the actual activity of writing instead of thinking about it – which is what PhD students are guilty of. Fifteen minutes of writing a day, minimum, is what she suggests, as a way of getting started and to build momentum in order to get your thesis written.

Verdict:  I haven’t read the whole book but rather cherry picked a few of the chapters I felt I needed so I’ll have probably missed out on some further advice.  I’ve tried writing for fifteen minutes a day, or one pomodoro, and for my previous chapters this has helped immensely because I had the sections organised before diving in.  However, for this chapter my ideas aren’t clear and so after 15 minutes (or so) the end result is so inscrutable that I end up deleting larges sections and rewriting it.  Normally this is a useful process in itself but at the moment it’s not helping me clarify my thoughts.  I’ll probably stick with clarifying my ideas using the previous bullet point approach for now.

So, in all, I’m finding that different writing techniques are useful at different points of the writing process and, at least in my experience, shouldn’t be treated as THE approach to writing.  Like research, thesis writing is messy.  From my #AcWriMo entries for May it’s clear I haven’t written a lot this past week because my thinking isn’t clear. My aim for this week to is map out this chapter to give me some structure and make some further progress by trying out these writing strategies as needed.

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On making writing progress: Day 81

This blog post was inspired by a twitter conversation with Studious Jen (@mystudiouslife), curator of #Acwri spreadsheets and Jackie Kirkham (@JackieKirkham) on achieving the monthly writing goals we set for ourselves. With all sort of pressures mounting in the run up to handing it the thesis it is so demotivating (e.g. that crawl under a duvet and weep sort of feeling) to see that you haven’t met your own deadlines/word counts/(insert goal here) to the point that panic really starts to settle in.  I’m not talking about the emotional freak out (e.g. wailing and gnashing of teeth) but that darker edge of despair threatening to paralyse you because you somehow have to prove that what you invested into this thesis must we worth it. It has to be, because the alternative is terrifying think about.

It’s a very real feeling that I try to manage through reminding myself that achieving the small steps is crucial to keeping a sense of progress.  When I haven’t made my daily word count but have edited a section of the thesis into something more coherent, I try to see that as an achievement.  Every effort counts because…it does. Fact.

Initially I had the idea that I would come to a point where I would be ready to write the thesis, where my ideas would be so clear that I could just transfer them onto the page. Like a transcription, just hammer it out! And then I could go back to the draft (singular), do some editing and BOOM: a thesis is born!

Or not.  It quickly dawned on me that it is difficult to write a thesis in a linear fashion because it is a completely different product to anything I’ve written before and chipping away at it, bit by bit, for me is the only way forward.  Suzanne Ulm in her FastBleep blog post gives some great advice on “making small starts” through organising small blocks of time to keeping to small tasks.  It seems like common sense stuff that I should know about but then actually putting them into practice is making all the difference.  So I do a lot of my thinking through the act of writing where my ideas start to really coalesce. It’s frustrating because part of me wishes that I understood what I wanted to say before trying to write it down but, it just isn’t happening that way. So why agonise over that? At least that’s what I remind myself in order to snap out of the pity party and essentially just try to get on with it.  Line by line.

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Working towards a full draft: Day 89

Photo by Ian Britton http://goo.gl/Awzpo CC 3.0

Photo by Ian Britton http://goo.gl/Awzpo by CC 3.0

Methodology chapter done…almost. ALMOST!!! I’ve divided this chapter into two main sections: the rationale for the methodological approach that I used and the research report, which is  a descriptive, transparent account of the data generation phase.  I originally set out to write my thesis in a linear fashion, beginning with the introduction and moving onto my literature review section.  However, in practice, I ended up writing this chapter first because it was the most conceptually concrete section of my thesis in that it’s presenting what I actually did to generate the data for this thesis.  In other disciplines the emphasis on methodology may be less pronounced but in my field, education, how I generated (as opposed to collected or gathered) the data is just as important as what I did with it.  The coherence between my method of data generation and the type of data I ended up with is vital.

So, in a very real sense, this was the easiest chapter to write because it is largely descriptive.  I managed to hammer this out and am now in the stage of editing the rationale I wrote a while back to make it more consistent with what I did.  It’s turning out to be more work than I expected.  I hope to have this last section done by the end of this week.

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